I’m Drowning…

I’m Drowning…

I’m drowning again today, like I was yesterday and the day before
With a smile on my face I greet the world and try once more

1. The battle inside is fought between what I think and what I feel
The side of me that wants to give up and the side that wants to heal

The ocean I’m in consumes me now and then
Some days I float on faith but then I drown again

2. Chains of doubt wrapped round my feet drag me down til I can barely see
Wave after wave crash in my mind til I can hardly breathe

The storm hushes everything until all I hear is sadness
I sink further into the silence of this madness

3. I know one day I’ll reach the surface again and reach for the sky
But until then I’ll hold onto God’s hand as He holds mine

So thank you for staying by my side
For never giving up and for seeing what I try to hide!